When u was 8 I was torn away from my moms arms by the police I sometimes at night I hear the screams around the time it happened it's even worse at some moments my dad had woke me up screaming for her I havent seen much of her since that night I have dreams she dead or she is holding me I had a twin sister who drowned when we we young which I do t remember but my dad said that's why they took her she killed her j have fear age would so to me is it just fear or PTSD