Dear T,
So, I know we've been talking about continuing sessions once I move away, but it just all seems so complicated. I am afraid that I'll never be satisfied with having less than what I have now. I think sometimes it would be better to go with my original inclination and just terminate sessions when I move. I mean, we are supposed to go with our gut feeling right? Normally, when I speak to ending with you, I feel so conflicted and deep down I know that I don't really want to stop seeing you. This time I feel no conflict when I mentioned not continuing, and if anything, I felt some relief lifted off of me. We'll see. I have a little more time here. I can always change my mind right? I'm sorry I've thrown you with the suggestion, and NO, I don't want to see someone else where I move. I know you really want to continue working with me. I don't know. I don't want to add more complication to my life.
Confused,
Crazy