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Originally Posted by tired_girl90
I don't really have a support network either, and have no clue how to create one...It's the loneliest feeling. I think I actually repel new people. I think they can sense how fake my smile is, and they figure there's no way anyone can be that nice and happy when they first meet someone. Who knows?  |
Sometimes my smile feels fake too. Like I'm pretending to be this normal person when inside I feel hateful. Maybe people sense something is "off" with me. IDK. I'm searching for peace within hoping that once I accept myself I'll be able to be more giving and forgiving to others.