When I worked, I did the work of about 3 or 4 people because I was always manic. I used to get upset all the time because my co-worker just couldn't keep up with me. I even reported her to our boss and had it out with her while in my bosses office.
The thing that got me the most, was my co-worker, who was a lot older than me, would just sit at her desk and do crossword puzzles while I did the work of about 3 to 4 people.
This used to put me in a rage and I was always having it out with her. I remember my mom telling me to stop doing all this work because they will keep expecting me to do all this work all the time.
I was very impulsive about what I said to my co-worker and impulsivity and BP Disorder go hand and hand, as does rage.
If you have a therapist, she can work with you on these issues.
I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone in your feelings, anger and impulsivity.
Please talk to a therapist so you can work on these things that are occruring at your job.
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