My T tells me he is not going anywhere and we will be working together for a long long time. He has told me I am one of the good good people in the world. He has told me he will always have my back. I try so hard to make myself really believe him. He has never been anything but supportive and caring. My problem is I had a T before him for 20+ years who I trusted 100% when he said those things.( I have abandonment issues along with other things) Then he did something(??) and lost his license, There was no warning, termination time, he was just gone. It took almost two years to be able to go to someone else and I like him very much and have been with him for 11/2 yrs. I am trying to believe what he says and he has certainly backed up his words with his actions, yet it seems I am always asking for that reassurance. I hate that I am like that. I don't know how to change it. I want to believe again.