Thanks guys,

I still haven't told my Mum yet..... I wish I could I just can't. Last night all I could think about was maybe it would be better if I went into the Hospital.... I have NEVER thought like that even when I have been VERY suicidal. I just don't know. I am "kidding" on I am happy/ok just cause well just cause. I went out today with my folks and sister and then came home and all I have done is sleep. I am so tired. Its just after 8pm and I am thinking of bed.

I am seeing my Support Worker on Monday but I don't want to alarm people as I am managing (just and no more).

Wish I could stop thinking low but it's the mixture of the high and lows I am confused by I haven't been like this since I went off Anti-Depressant to go onto Mood Stabliser.

I just don't know