I think this is the first time I have posted in this forum for myself.
I have an interesting "problem". I post in survivors of abuse and in psychotherapy but need help from everyone in here. I am in my early 40s, am a survivor of CSA, have never been in a relationship with either a man or a woman, and find that I am attracted(I think) to both men and women.
If I have never been in a relationship with anyone, how do I really know "what" I am? I think I am past the point of labeling myself and finally just accepted the fact that I am attracted to certain people, regardless of their gender. I get frustrated at times because so many other people seem to know their sexual orientation. I did read a good book last year called, Sexual Fluidity" and it discussed some of my issues. I am not ready for a relationship right now because I am still working on my issues of fear/shame, but someday, I would like to be in one. I guess I keep waiting for the "answer" to just magically drop out of the sky - lol. Thanks for listening!