Thanks Debbie,
I have a Crisis line I can call but am scared to call them. I will be fine until I see my CPN on Tuesday. I am a lot better than I have been. I think I have just been kidding myself on that I was coping.... I felt I was doing good though that's the problem.
I think I am gonna try and get my Mum own her own and talk to her but it's hard. I could tell my Sister the thing is.... I am sitting in livingroom with my folks and Sister and I just can't talk openly to people close to me about this. I can tell you guys and people I don't know... but people I know no way!
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