Thurs. night I hate my first PTSD nightmare in a long time. And it was horrible. It was all about SA. I kept waking up and then falling back asleep into the nightmare, which really wiped me out the next day which was really bad as i had a job interview on Fri. I'm just worried that this may mean that my subconcious is getting ready to bring up a bunch of new memories, and I don't want to go back to being overwhelmed with flashbacks and dissociation and regular nightmares. I really thought i'd moved on from this.

Feeling scared.

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