I'm going to add this to follow up with what CandyBear and the other posters have patiently told you.

As long as you brought up accomplishments, I have a Masters degree in Mental Health Counseling and spent 5 years studying mental disorders and the psychotherapy of such in addition to living with my own depressive/bipolar/anxiety illness. In fact, my illness was in large part what prompted me to seek higher education in this field to one day become an advocate for people very similar to yourself - those with (possibly - I don't know you and am not qualified to diagnose) mental disorders AND family/friends/the general population to help bring understanding and "destygmatize" these issues that have been too long shrouded in fear and false ideas.

You may or may not have OCD, as the others have already said, that requires a diagnosis to know for sure, but you do have many of the false ideas I mentioned: <font color="red">I had no idea that keeping my house spotless meant I needed therapy or maybe even some narcotics - I thought never having been arrested and always paying my taxes MEANT something! - I thought people with compulsions were criminals</font> (sidenote: I'm listing that comment as part of your little to no knowledge of mental illness - but just wanted to make you aware of how insensitive that was to post on a board made up of dear people who bravely struggle on a daily basis to make the best of serious illnesses) <font color="red"> I'm the most normal person I know. I don't drink, I don't do drugs, I don't break the law, I have a great husband and a great son. I own a business with my parents that keeps growing every year - I had a perfect childhood, I had a perfect education, I played every sport in school. I have great friends and am financially sound.</font> Ok, no one has a "perfect" everything!
I'm not going to continue with quotes except this one: <font color="red">How can there be something wrong with me without me realizing there is something wrong with me?!?!?!</font>

The first step to getting help with anything is acknowledging there may be an issue. There is nothing at all wrong with that and I applaud you for this.

A couple more observations - (1)as several posters have mentioned - many/most mental or psychiatric disorders are
physical illnesses with no more stigma attached to them than having say diabetes. Ditto for taking medications to keep the illness under control, like the diabetic needing insulin.

(2)This is an area I began researching in school and it was very enlightening when I began a list of well-known personalities who have lived with various disorders through the ages - there is a very high incidence of mental illness in people who are extremely intelligent and/or artistic in some manner.

I encourage you to seek a professional opinion (I doubt it was "easy" or "comfortable" for any of us to initially take that first step, but doing it is an indication of courage) and to do some reading on this. (Many excellent books are listed on this site.)

I wish you well and peace in this.