I need some help. My friend is spending the night tonight and I feel really odd. She is being rude and a little unkind to me, but thats normal for her. I just feel like she's trying to hurt me or something. I mean, she's not talking to me and acting like I'm not worth her time. It's normal for her to act like this, but it hurts. I heard her laughing a minute ago (she was watching something funny) and I thought she was laughing at me, that she was making fun of me. I know I can over react sometimes, so I'm wondering if I'm just over reacting. I don't know what to do. She's my best friend, but I always feel hurt by her. I wonder sometimes if she is only trying to be my friend to get things from me. Like money, food, ect. I don't like thinking this stuff, but I always do.

I'm typing this right now, feeling like the whole world is trying to hurt me in some way. I feel so numb to everything happening around me. The only thing I really feel anymore is hurt. I feel like this is all a bad dream that I can't control.
Please help.