Thank you siljie,
She is at my house becuase I wanted to talk to her. I thought we could talk and have some fun, but she doesn't want to talk. She is my best friend and I can tell her anything, I feel like she is all I have left sometimes. I know it's not a good friendship, but I can't let her go. I'm afraid I'll be alone if she left me. I have tried to set boundaries, but she makes me feel stupid for doing so. I have tried to defend myself, but she always hits me. She is stronger than me, so I try not to fight back.