I, my boyfriend, my best girl friend, her girl cousin, and their boyfriends went vegas in june. We were all looking forward to a our first road trip together. However, the three day stay a vegas destroyed our friendship. During the roadtrip, the other couples fought with each other, brought the group morale down, and brought drama. My boyfriend and I felt like parents making sure we didn't loose anyone, that everybody was okay, and having a good time. finally on the last day of the trip, I blew up. I was so fed up that this trip going down hill that I yelled at my best friend, her boyfriend, and the cousin's boyfriend. I had never yelled at my best friend before. and her boyfriend I entered introduced to her and I originally was friends with first. When I yelled at them, I was so angry that I don't remember what I had said. I mentally blocked it out from my memory. I just yelled. A month later, I spoke with only with her. I wanted to talk and see where our friendship was. I felt like we were both still angry at the other and we left it as whatever. Its been a month since that little meeting and we haven't talked at all. I think about her almost everyday, but I doubt she does of me because according to her cousin, my best friend had stopped talking to her as well because she is all about her boyfriend. And its the first relationship she has ever been in and first sexual experience. Her cousin tells me that she thinks that my best friend doesn't look like she cares about fixing our friendship. Us three girls used to be think as thieves. Now, no one that all went to vegas talks to each other. all three couples just drifted apart. That trip was the turing point for our friendship. Her cousin said she's done with her, but I know she misses talking to her. If I'm thinking about it so much, should I contact her and ask if she would have lunch with me and talk it out again? Or is it too late? I know things won't go back to normal but if we were friends then I know this would work out. I just don't know what to say to her and I know she's changed since I last saw her so I don't know who she is or what's been going on in her life anymore? So much as happened and changed, that I wonder if it's too late.
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