Hey all. Believe it or not I slept all day and needed it. Didn't know how much this was stressing me out.

My other sister agrees that my sister desperately needs help. I do have my own room and I will be using it's privacy a lot more often...from the both of them.

The sister I am having trouble with called today and sounded manic, like I get sometimes, but she's not bipolar like me. We think she has Histronic Personality Disorder...very emotional, very self centered, very chaotic and full of drama.

I do hope I get this job this week.

This sister and I have so much history... when my mom died she saved me, she was my hero growing up and now I don't even recognize her.

Toxic for sure but need to stay civil. She's even begun to snub my other sister. She is disgusted with the sister I am staying with.

I feel like my family is falling apart.

I want my freedom, but I want my family as well. I guess I have a lot of work to do with my therapist.

But thank you all so much for your support. I hope this doesn't turn out to be one of those situations where she is so toxic I have to break it off.