Stormy - you're so right. My T is still there with me and she has affirmed over and over she's not going to drop me.

But, I'm wondering one thing. Of course, we know all about transference and counter-transference. Whatever I did triggered something in my T's emotions. Would it be helpful to me to find out why she was triggered? For example, does she have teenagers at home and has she had to struggle with handling her teenagers? Or whatever it is, it seems to me I would feel better if I knew what it was exactly that triggered her to react that way.

Or would it not really help? idk