I've spent 16 years with him, we have so much history together. I talked to him today (he initiated the call) and now he has another "lady friend". They supposedly sleep together but nothing happens because he can't. Course there is always the couch, but what do I know?

I felt the usual knife turning in my gut. He *****ed at me because I didn't call him back from this morning. I told him I would call him tonight, but not too late, because I didn't want to "interrupt" anything. I am so jealous.

My fiance is hanging in there with all the love and devotion I can handle. He doesn't like being apart from me. Why can't that be enough?