For me I honestly felt I was crazy so I felt that I must deserve the Haldol. The only thing in history that makes one sleep but anyway... I know for me it took "sodium amatrol" (truth serum) (I know that is spelled wrong) but I was in treatment center for MPD and they gave me that and filmed it and all these parts were coming out, when T showed me while I was in-patient then I lived in denial for a while but figured it was best to start working on it, thinking it would only be like a year thing.

However, there were those that would call me a different name in grade school only now kinda am I connecting to that!