Just remember that tomorrow is another day and the day after that is another, every day that goes by will go by a little smoother than the last. Keep your head up and also remember that you are not alone!! Make sure that you tell your Dr that you are having side effects from your meds and they might be able to find a med that will help you better w/out side effects. I've been dealing with MDD since I was 16. I'm now 29 and in the last 6 months finally found the right combination of meds for myself. If I had spoken up when I was your age I know that things would be way way different now.