finding life very hard at the minute. i csnt dont wont to wake up int he morings cos life has litterally nothing for me people might thing yea it has but it actually hasnt. i have tried so hard to do repeat exams for college and i even went out 2nite for a friends bdy i completely ruined i had a panick attack and had to go and my friend left with me knowing what was happening she wouldnt leave me on my own but cos of it it ruined her bdy. i just find it so hard tio live a normal life i just cant cope with living its just so hard. i usually spend most days on my own and my t says thats not gud for your mental health but when i go out i freak out and need to be on my own i have panick attacks being arond people and i just canjt cope with living