Hi,
I don't know if it's from physical or mental exhaustion or what. Kind of pathetic considering I've only worked like 7 days so far, huh? But it feels like my nerves are on overdrive from the time I wake up to get ready for work to the moment I get in the car to go home afterwards. I just want things to go back to the way they were. When I was able to spend days with my family at the beach. We are planning on going this weekend, and if my boss changes my schedule so that I'm working on Saturday, screw it. I'm not going in, d@mmit, I want to spend the day with my family!

Does your tension and anxiety just take the life out of you? Work is all I can concentrate on, all day long. I don't want it to affect my schoolwork.

I'm sorry if I sound ungreatful or whiny...I don't know what to think. I'm just tired...............I want T right now but don't feel so bad as to "need" her, you know?

Does anyone know what I mean?