As you know I just recently joined and I have alot I am trying to figure out. March 20th of this year my mom passed away, it was her birthday. We do not know how it happened, the doctor said it was either a massive heart attack or something in her brain. It was a horrific shock and I am not sure how to deal with it. Since then my health both in mind and body has decreased, I am always on edge waiting for the next panic attack or constantly fighting headaches, struggling against the naggin anxiety that eats at me day in and day out.

Does this ever get better? People tell me it takes time but its been five months and only seems to have gotten worse.