i'm reusing this thread.

so these feelings are really strong this morning. it seems whenever i finally get in a good happy mood missing my mom pops to the front of my brain. it's not her b-day or anniversary of her death. its just so overwhelming this morning. i'm about to take my nephew to see spy kids and its hard to hide my tears from him especially since i don't want him to feel bad either because he was close to his nana as well.
i know it's hard for everyone, but i wish these tears would stop forming i'm having a happy day for once.