Hi again, good to hear that there is something in the pipeline for you in terms of support and hope the short term stuff is helping somewhat.

I try to manage my work so that I do more of the things that I find easier and then try to fit the other stuff around it. I also find I function better in the mornings, so get into work super early to get the more difficult stuff done while my brain is fresh. There are some things that I don't do (they are at the bottom of my drawer somewhere!) and I have also just had to suspend my studying as I just couldn't concentrate on it. It was so hard letting that go and accepting that I had to defer, but it has taken some of the pressure off of me and I know in the end it was the right decision for me as I just couldn't do it.

I think one day at a time is a good thing and sometimes even just one moment at a time and as you say hope (or for me faith) that this will pass and life will become less scarey. SD