Thanks everyone for your kind words and thoughts. i really appreciate them.

An update on how things are going the last couple days. The si has gotten out of control to the point have bruises on my arms now. I did call T and my spot is still open so am going to see her. I will see her Wed. I am really nervous cause this sets me back a year at least.

I am trying to have the gastric bypass surgery and in Oct. it will be 1 year since hospitalized and it would have been a year of no si too, however now i have to wait another year, now don't know if this is worth anything.

thanks again,
hugs
jen