With my unbelief part is that I don't get how people can just put all there faith in something that you can't see. What if everyone is wrong? Someone asked me that when I was okay with this thing called faith and I told them, then I didn't loose anything because it makes us a better person to believe in something. Okay but here is the problem, I believe that there is God but I don't have relationship with him. I don't get how people can have a relationship with someone or something that you can't see or touch. My other things is too, is why would a person that loves us SO much give us all the pain we have. Yeah you can say to make us stronger and to makes us a better person but if you love a person SO much why would you give them that pain. Yeah I know God won't give us more then what we can handle but those answers aren't good enough. My other thing is too, how can people hate God so much and still have believers in this world. I have maybe one friend that believes in God and we don't talk about our faith together because shes not confortable with it. Plus I feel like shes a fake. But anyways...I have alot of other questions too. The more in depth this conversation gets, the harder it is going to be to let you know my point of view. As long as we stay away from the question of what happened to me that I lost faith. We are good. If you want that questioned answered, you can pm me and I will answer but I don't want the whole world to know my story.