I take everything so personally. Things people say to me translate differently in my brain. For instance
'I have plans friday,' means 'I hate you and never want to see u again.'
If my manager praises someone else at work, she may as well turn round to me and say 'not you mish, you're rubbish!'
'can you do the washing up?' and they only want me to do this because they purposely want to wind me up.

I often surpress all the feeling I someone hurts me be because I can't trust my own judgement, on whether it's 'how I see it,' or if it's 'real life and how it really Is'.
I feel like all our feeling, thoughts and emotions are heightened with bipolar.

Like if you only scored 99% on something you would immediately think yourself a complete loser. And that would happen whether up, down or level.