<font color="#000088">Just felt the need to post and update on things here. Roommate is home and things are majorly different than I was told. To many things that don't add up and making us feel so much like she is playing a game with her short term memory. I won't go into all that, but anyway. Her mom is here and they are packing up stuff to move her back East. Heck not even sure if I posted anything in here about some of this stuff so just going to post it anyway. I have put ad's up at the local community college as well as the off campus housing at the university. Only a mile away from me. Hopefully I will be able to get a roommate soon. They should be out of here this weekend. I hope so anyway. The drama between her and her mother is just unbelieveable. They have a few short moments of normalacy going on, but more drama than anything. I truly feel as if I am living a soap opera big time. Still unable to deal with my own stuff and everything because I need to get all this stuff st8 b4 I can. Have T tomorrow and hopefully will be able to calm down some. Have major anxiety going on and it is because I have to stay "sane" while they are still here. Then I can release all this stuff and be able to get to the core of my own stuff that is being bottled up and ready to explode. I have my moments of wanting to explode, but have to make a big tight grip on it so that the drama around here isn't worse and that they will move out more quickly and as less stress added on me as possible. So please keep positive thoughts sent this way for this week in hopes that by the end of the weekend that they will be gone and I will be able to move my stuff into the bigger bedroom and that I get at least halfway sane roommate. Thanks for the support. </font>