Right the title for that was meant to be,
ILL OR REACTION TO LACTIMAL..
But thats a prime example of the types of things happening to me right now.

I'm not sure whats a result of Lactimal, what is just a random phase or whether i'm physically ill?

1. I cant remember a bloody thing and i keep writing and saying the wrong words, for instance, cash instead of cheque, salad instead of salmon.. My memory is top notch, we're talking, autistic spectrum, photographic memory. You tell me an event and i can give you the date it happened. I forgot my PIN number the other day which i have had for 5 years!

2. I need to pee all the time, literally i will go to the loo before bed, then within half an hour, before i've had chance to go to sleep i need to get up and go again.

3. The most worrying thing, i fell over today, i just went dizzy then next thing i know i was on the floor.

4. I have no focus or direction, i cant seem to get on top of things, i'm a lot happier, but have no control, i feel like i'm just living and doing stuff but not realising what i'm doing. Really hard to explain, i just feel a bit simple, i suppose.

Anyway, i'm really worried about the falling over bit, because i was just about to cross a road, i burst into tears as soon as it happened and felt so stupid. i've cut my knees and my hands as well!