I am struggling with a few things most people I have felt safe enough to talk to about this have confirmed what I suspected and seem to "believe me" I find that absolutley healing and yet terrifing is that normal? I still fear being "in trouble" for talking like i'm a child DO you believe me, should I BELIEVE THis? is this all normal, I feel so messed UP seriously and I feel also likke people I have known a long time and trust who I have told I feel like I NEED to hear back from thnem a lot of support and love in their letters when I do open up to them its like I NEED them so much right now is that also normal? I feel so afriad of them leaving me at a time when I need them so much, life is so scary right now help