that part sounds way weird to me also ..... other than that though wow!

I'm so glad you went ...... i asked about the massage T's last week, and know you were thinking about it then, to read you've already taken the plunge and tried it is so exciting and that it went so well The fees side of it can get so .... complicated; we know what we need, what would help and yet balancing can be hard to manage. Somehow I hope you can get a mix of both T and massage in that is the right mix for you .... and maybe you can't tell T now about massage but one day it might feel ok to share about it I'm excited for you