Dear T
So i am going to this training on suicide prevention for the next two days. I know you were pretty interested in attending it yourself and had me fax you the registration paperwork. Pretty hard to turn down the 14 CEUs for only 45 bucks and free lunch to top it off. You know how worried I am about being triggered and I know you are concerned yourself. We've prepared me by talking about what meds to bring to take in case i am triggered and start experiencing psychosis like I did at the training I attended a few years ago. Of course I wasnt at this level of stability then so we are hoping that I will be fine. What I am hoping, is that you do go to the training and that you sit at a table with me. That would make me feel more secure, having you right there with me. I cant stand the one woman I am going with. She has no faith in me being able to make it thru the training. She keeps telling me she understands if I can go. That she needs me to put myself first, take care of me, we need to keep kaliope ok, i can go talk to the boss with you about not going if you dont think you can make it. Its been non-stop from her. i know she has been meaning to be supportive but it is very negative support. so if youre there, be close.