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BonnieJean · Aug 22, 2011 at 08:37 PM

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Originally Posted by treehouse

SO much old pain. And current pain, actually...just the pain of being so. completely. confused. Ugh.

No. One. in my life knows what I'm dealing with in therapy, or even that I *am* dealing with something. I feel so so alone with it, and I'm not willing/able/brave enough/whatever to share it, so here I am.

I feel like I've slipped back into the hole a little bit. I can *see* the sky, but I can't quite get back there.

Tree - I'm so sad to hear that you're having such a rough time right now. Posting here you know you have many people who can relate to the things you've said and feel for what you are going through. Pain stinks. Feeling pain from emotions and feeling alone in RL stinks. Know that you are cared about here and continue to let us know how you're holding up this week. A week is a long time between appointments. I don't think I'd do very well with that right now so I can understand what you're saying.