ZLoppy, so,so,sorry you are still so hurt over your ex. From experience you think you are the only person on earth who could hurt/ache like this, but it will get better. She will either come around or she won't, but YOU will survive. Keeping busy & getting out & about are the best things you can do. Just try & remember there are still ALOT of potential soul mates out there & you deserve someone who cherishes you as much as you do them!
Take care & keep us posted.