so glad to read that you have 2 good weeks behind you!.....considering all that you have gone through for almost the last year......you should be very proud of yourself.......i'm so sorry to hear of your heartbreak but that type of relationship is so difficult to maintain.....by that i mean...long distance and sporadic meetings.....communication by phone and email...etc.....i think you should concentrate on your sobriety right now.....please keep posting with us...we will try to help you all we can.....welcome to the forums.....