((((((((((((((((((((TS)))))))))))))))))
I cant go to the mirror just yet. That is an excersize I was never really good at. However, I will call the mortgage comp tomorrow and check on the deferred payments. Thats a great idea.

I love you too sweety.
Now I really am off to bed. I get up at 5:30 am and I have to journal or this will weigh on my mind all night.
Thanks to all of you for your support, suggestions and understanding.