Usually my depression has me in this cave of crazy, irrational thoughts. Over the past few days though, even though I haven't been sleeping well, my mind is at an unusual calm and it feels weird!

Usually I'm always craving some sort of drug or need to smoke a cigarette or SOMETHING to ease my mind, but I haven't been wanting anything and I feel "okay". That is SOOO weird to say. The thoughts tried to get me this morning, but somehow it passed.

I don't know what happened. Nothing major occurred, nothing "great" happened, I'm completely broke, owe bills, and I'm NOT losing my mind!?!?

I'm scared to get used to this, because everytime I feel fine, something major goes WRONG to knock me right back off my feet. I don't know guys. It just feels WEIRD, hence the name of this thread.

Best Wishes All! Feel free to give me some feedback, that's always appreciated.