MoonBeam. At times i feel lost but i found this site last july and it has helped. Keep posting even if you find others may not fully understand. The other day i was great then just a few words said in the afternoon with an uncomf visit i was crying that same night with i guess some what "delusional" thoughts about others. You replied to one of my posts the other day whigag helped. I hope you find support here you need either in real life or on here. I do art or try to when down it's hard some times but what do you enjoy to do?
I know at times i will say i don't want to live how it is for me, mood swings with paranoia thoughts and swings from love to hate from joy to dispare. But we all just have to keep holding on and keep trying our best with thing hugs to you MoonBeam i wish you happiness soon that will stay