He's NEVER threatened me with any kinda bs, it's just what i fear. If i get 2 much he n0rmally takes a breather till im d0ne trippin. Normal? Heck idk, taking a bunch of pills twice a day sure aint! Btw he says he wouldn't be interested if i was 'n0rmal' but i'm still scared that that is what he longs for. I'm driving myself up the wall, thanks for taking the time to resp0nd tho, i appreciate it much.