Trippin, I hope that I didn't make you wanna cry because that is not my intention.

I don't think there is a normal healthy relationship out there for anybody. I have BP Disorder which to you isn't normal. My husband doesn't have any friends because he has always been a loner. I knew this about him before I married him. It's just a part of him and who he is, and I accept that fact and love him anyhow.

Just try to trust your boyfriend if you can and never feel stupid for being dependent on anyone. We all have to be dependent on someone who we know will take good care of us no matter what.