Well now heres the problem. I was given lorazapam to sleep until the Depalote kicked in. I am back to having nightmares and not sleeping well at all. I feel drugged and get up throughout the night. I am also feeling depressed. I need a good night sleep. I see my pdoc tomorrow and I bet they will just add more meds. I am feeling quite pessimistic about all of it today. I don't like any of this at all.