I looked at your status update: "is sitting under the trees, enjoying life " That is a good way to describe emotions if you feel that labels mean nothing. You may be more visual than verbal.

When I learned words for emotions I still felt that they diminish the experience. To call "sittingness-under-the-trees-enjoying-lifeness" merely "contentment" is just not full enough. It's like contentment, but it also connectedness to nature feeling, and it holds in the summers past. And contentment is also a feeling of just having finished cleaning the kitchen, which is entirely a different thing, and that one is not just contentment, but also satisfaction and self-approval and twinges and shades of things past and future.

On the other side of the spectrum I had my father, who had no emotions, so he said. All the knew about emotions was the stuff women got, akin to cooties, which was in opposition to reason and logic and nothing he would ever want to experience. He was lying to himself, of course. He would fly into anger at a slightest excuse, he felt grief, he felt happiness, hope, contentment, satisfaction, jelousy, love, it was clear as a nose on his face, but if you pressed him. Nope. No emotions. None whatsoever, why are you bugging me? (annoyance too, lol!)

Best wishes to you in your seeking.