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Originally Posted by Confusedinomicon
I got bullied etc., when I was younger. Also believed in some wild things. (Abducted by aliens??) But I came to accept what happened and moved on. There isn't anything you can do to change the past, but come to terms with it, anyway. (If you can change the past tell me please, lol)
I am really tired and going to work now. Idk if I was coherent. x_x
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Me too I was bullied and I remember the school nurse coming in and noticing my slash marks on my wrists,I was 9.
Then I had a child pdoc through my teens until I was 15 until I stopped going because I thought I was ok but really it was the hypomania mixed with drugs,so I thought I was better until I had a tumour pregnancy then of course because Id stopped all drugs before I fell pregnant and this had happened it was now manic depression.
The pdoc asked me why I'd never told anyone about the episodes and I just replied well I'm not going to see a dr when I feel top of the world am I? Hence the late investigation into my BP diagnosis.
I had a good up bringing with everything I wanted but my dad worked away a lot and my mum worked full time and I had a child minder so I always had attachment issues but I do believe I've had bipolar since childhood,just the highs were never seen or put on my file.
I remember my husband telling me how I physically assaulted him on several occasions whilst we were dating I was 17 but yet I couldn't remember any of it,how embarrassing.
I dream about the house I lived in when I was 9 it re occurs a lot but I think its due to the bad memories.
Sorry to ramble on take care aLl
JK