Your welcome Phoboxyl, it is nice to hear from someone who knows how much of a struggle it can be. Just knowing someone else understands and feels it can mean so much, just knowing your not alone can be so helpful.

Give some serious thought about having a family member sit with your therapist. It has really helped me. It doesn't let my husband feel what I am feeling but at least he has been told that he truely needs to support me and that I am trying.

I know that look you get, it really hurts, it makes the struggle so much harder. It make me want to hide or just give up and climb back into bed. At least now my therapist has helped. I still feel guilty because I am really trying, but at least the monkey is a little more off my back, not completely, but every little bit helps. Here are some hugs, I think you need them.

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