The reason why session with T was bad is because she confronted me in a way I guess, about having her initals (same as person that isnt talking to me) their initials are tattooed on my arm inside a flower where it says just breathe. wish I could show a picture. Anyway, session is a blur cause I guess I dissociated some of it. T also stated at the end of session, "she is sick and tired of me not getting up at the end of session" I tend to linger in my chair and wait for her to get up and open the door. Guess I am on her nerves, and really dont feel like talking to her as much as I have had the urge to call her and leave message like I usually do. I even called and hung up when she picked up the phone and called back to get VM and hung up. I am hurt i guess. Feel like T cant take me so what the F**K ! Nobody can I guess. And the person that isnt talking to me. Well she said HI to me today at AA mtg. I broke into tears in the car though. Couldnt resist and got the tatoo of Let it Go on my wrist of my left arm. 4 total. Got plans for another one to be put on my shoulder. Cover up more scars from cutting.