I have two kittens of my own, Kelli and Calli and I don't know what I would do if I ever lost them. I have had them for almost two years now and I am attached. They are indoor cats and they sometimes to sneak out the door so we have to keep a close eye open.
I have lost a cat and my heart was broken. His name was Tito and another one named Trigger, my heart was broken when they came up missing. I lived on a farm when I had them and they were outside cats, I saw them everyday, but then one day they never came back and I haven't seen them to this day and that was about 5 years ago. I got passed it but it was very hard.
All I can tell you is not to give up, your kitty will come home if you keep telling yourself that. Angel, your kitty is one of the most important things in your life and he means a lot to you and you give up then there is no hope for your kitty. You have to be strong for your kitty and believe that he will come home. Keep your spirits up and don't let yourself get down, keep your spirits up for your kitty and for yourself. That is the best that I can tell you. Keep smiling
Hugs and Kisses to you,
Brandi (blackenedangel)
You are all poets and I am on the side of death
Jacques Vaché