After 15+ years of friendship and now we dont even talk to each other. I stay up all hours of the night wondering if you were really as true of a friend you claimed to be. I've been there for you through everything, all I needed from you was to be happy for me but instead you are (jelious?) because I found someone who completes me. Idk, maybe thats not it at all but i wouldnt know because I cant even talk to you about it, you're hard to talk to, one minute you understand and the next you could care less about anything other than yourself. I still love you with all my heart and miss you and your girls like crazy. And it's driving me CRAZY!! I feel like ive made attempts to reconnect with you but i get nothing in return. LOOOOONG story about us....i dont even know were and how to begin on all my feelings about our relationship/friendship. Blah!! Will save the rest for another time. Maybe i can sleep a little better tonight getting some of this out somewhere......TBC(to b continued)