My Boyfriend and I have many many many problems and i cant trust him. weve been together for two years and i love him to death. I have problems.. I stalk the main girl he cheated on me with.. its unhealthy. I need help so bad. theyre not together, but he left her twice, just ot go back while we were dating. the only reason he did it is because she was nice and I was rude (because I found out he cheated). He started dating us two days apart so he couldnt chose one of us.. He obviously loves me more but hes a HUGE liar.. Im sick of it. I want to die because of it.

Basically I hate who he's become. Im crying and havnt slept because even tho it was MONTHS ago, he ****ed another girl.. and i found out it was more than once, which he claims it was. HELP