Hi
Im feeling totally c**. Ive worked so hard to get over my mh problems and feel back to square one. I had religious ocd and mh issues, that once involved a priest and a prayer group, Ive barely gotton over it, plus all sorts of phobias, and then what - I actually go out for once to a restuarant - normal thing that people do and whose sitting there but the priest - I think. Anyway instead of going over there to say hi, I feel upset and start chatting with my friend about how corrupt religion is and just being rude. I cant believe it, I cant believe Ive let myself be so rude esp in front of an elderly priest. I worked so hard on forgiveness, and I feel now as it's been a total farce.
mala