Thanks Ray Ray and Brian. Brian no I havent gotten my results back yet. Probably around Wednesday they said. It takes about 5 days for the cardiologist to read it here I guess. The medicine seems to be calming my heart down I think. But it is making me dizzy. But I was already dizzy from what people tell me lol. We wont go there though ok? lol. I also get tired from it too. I just think its going to take time to adjust is all. I am anxious to get the results back though. I want to get them and find out what is going on so I can start living my life like I am supposed to again or how I need to . I want to be informed if there is anything going on with me. I WANT I WANT I WANT! LOL.I just want to understand . Right now , I am going thru the why me stage of this whole thing. Thats pretty much what I talked about in therapy today. Which according to my therapist its understandable and right where I should be. SO I guess I am normal in a way huh? Who woulda thunk? LOL. Thanks for the concern ! I appreciate it! Your kindnesses are much appreciated too!

Hugz~
Bethy