Its frustrating! I'm not doing anything wrong, but God doesn't acknowledge it. Eventually he'll have mercy and life will be fair. Thats my prediction. Do you ever see that life isn't fair. Its weird, I have evidence that life isn't fair. And its maddening. Like how I feel how i can be kicked out of my church, just because i dont try to do good really hard. Maybe its just anxiety, but it seems real. See ya